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Jul 23

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Jun 07

it not the fact that you died that hurts so bad, its the fact that your not here to share more memories, and make new ones, its the fact that you wont be at my wedding, when i do get married there will be no asking my father for permission, my boyfriends wont get the speech from my dad, and i will never have a father daughter dance, there will be no more car rides where he sings to me or when he takes me to volleyball, there will be no more annoying encouraging dad on the side line always filled with pride, and the saddest part of all is that i had it so good and i never knew it, i took advantage of it and it hurts the most when i forget that your here. But all i have to do is think back to that night at the hospital and reality slaps me in the face and that everlasting sting never goes away and eventually spread to rotting core of my broken heart and my yearing for my daddys hug and encouraging smile. i miss his clicking minivan humming when he picked me up i miss him making me breakfast specially how i like it and my coffee. i just miss him so much and i dont know how to deal with it and its finally becoming real and piercing my heart with so much pain and the only thing that would make it go away is if he came home, but just like the fall leaves he flew with the wind to place that i have’nt got to know yet. And the most bizarre part of it all is picturing him behind my savior and know that his presence isnt here anymore and he will never come back. but i know hes watching over me. i just want him to come to me and talk to me in a dream or have someone really hug like he did knowing that he is here and with me i just want him to be here so bad but no matter how hard i yearn he is never coming back. and it keeps hitting me harder and harder, my hearts like a hole that know ones trying to mend

Apr 04

“Live life to the fullest because you only live each day once<3”

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